SCHOOL.

Yes, the title says it. Countdown, 20 days till poly starts and I'm having mix feelings about it. Well, I'm definitely looking forward to meeting new people and making friends but on the other hand, what if they don't like me? Will they accept me for who I am? What if they don't like the way I dress or talk or walk or whatever? Really praying hard that I won't face much problems when I'm in poly.

Shopped for what's necessary such as clothes... Speaking of clothes, my fashion sense is a bit...*thumbs down* I can't dress well and I'll forever be wearing pullovers with jeans. Meh. Tried so hard to dress like those tumblr hijab girls buuuuuut meh. I failed. Hah.

There'll be some orientation camps planned for the Year 1s but I doubt that I'll go for it. Not that I'm being anti-social or what but I'm just THAT scared. Scared of what? Only Allah swt knows.

MOVING ON.

Just finished watching Return of Superman. The episode where there was Big Bang. Sigh, Haru's sucha lucky girl ain't she? I'll just be happy enough to see Big Bang perform live in front of me. But oh wells, fat chance, fat chance. The probability of me meeting them is like infinity. *shrugs* Can I say that Big Bang was also one of the reasons I did well for Os? Well, they did help me when it comes to music. Everyday, when I study, their songs will forever be on replay. A bit of motivation from them. :-) 고마워요, 빅뱅이!

Ending the post here and off to skip ropes for half an hour. Needa lose some weights, yeah?

잘가!



*inserts wide smile emoji*

I've found one of my happiness.

Wow oh wow. Once again, it's been a month since I last updated. Nothing much happened really. Got accepted into Digital Animation in SP. Few weeks later, I got accepted into NAFA; Diploma in Fine Arts. But, I decided to reject it since it was not the course that I wanted. So yeah, looks like I'm heading to SP.

Kept myself occupied by painting on walls for a Harry Potter exhibition. But everything's over now, alhamdulillah. It was so tiring, really. Had a hard time keeping myself awake and when I was asleep, I had a hard time waking up. My mind was blank, I swear. Oh well, what's past is in the past.

Aaaaaand kept myself occupied with Kdrama(s). Emergency couple and Running Man. Watched "You who came from the Stars" but stopped half way cause it has something to do with aliens and things. I don't know. Not my kind of drama when it comes to fictional or too-much-visual-effects kind of dramas. Emergency Couple is really daebak. Speaking of Kdramas, I should really cut down on watching them. Why? Cause I'm only given false hopes about what love looks and feels like. Kdramas is like a modern fairytale, you know? Where the characters likes someone and poof, they end up being together in the end without much problems. Sure, there'll be ups and downs but the way the guy treats the girl, like whoa, it's so different from real life.

Try finding a guy who would go miles for you. To make sure you're okay. Despite of having fights, he would still care for you. Try to find a guy who looks at the girl he likes/loves like this when he's talking to her or vice versa:

(Million of apologies cause I love "The Heirs" too much.)

It would be a miracle, I tell you. To have someone do the littlest yet sweetest things for you. Now, that's why I said that KDramas are modern fairy tales. That's why I dare to say that these things don't exist in real life (well, to me, of course).

Oh wells, but whatever it is, I'll still keep on dreaming. KDrama is like my little fantasy world where I'm able to imagine that I'm in that situation... but end up getting depressed cause I know it'll never happen. Oh wells. Loving my fantasy world and it will never change. At least this is one of the things that makes me happy. :)

It's almost 3am now. A wee bit of Running Man and then I'll sleep.

안녕. 잘자요.