(credits for GIF: http://bomtoki.tumblr.com/post/87697216646)
So I watched Roommate episode 5 and came upon this. I knew about Parkbom crying from Soompi and AllKpop but didn't knew what the real reason was until I came upon this GIF and roommate episode 5. Watched the episode and I saw how she said that she's never been told, "You feel like a gift heaven sent to me." And at that moment, I knew how she felt. I think I do. Something similar to that.
You have friends be it bad or good. You can have hundreds. You can have thousands. But it only takes a few to make you feel like you're worthy enough to be in their lives. You advice your friends. You give them motivations. You become their listening ears. But in the end, all you get is a simple "thank you". I'm not saying I'm not grateful. I am. But once they said "thank you", they'll disappear. They'll return to their own friends. Those who are the number 1s in their lives. Those who makes them happy. And all your advices are thrown away one side like a piece of garbage. You feel like you were used. Your sincere advices and compliments were just meaningless words to them and were used to just make them feel better about themselves. You get sick of giving. But you can't bear being ignorant to them because they mean so much to you in your life. All I need is someone sincere, who once, after I give them advices or motivation or even after a simple talk, will tell me "You know what? I'm so thankful and happy you're in my life."
